06 March 2010

The State I Am In

This is an email addressed to Sophie, a wonderful friend of mine. I'm posting it just to highlight my current sorry state.

Darling Soph,
           How are you?hope you are fabulous.Can't say I'm though..courtesy: school leaving exams.My exams begin from the 17th of March and shall continue till the7th of April.Needless to say I'm tired,bored and almost inside a pressure cooker which may whistle and go off anytime like a bomb.You know what I want right now?what I need right now?A holiday...a destination... a place where I could runaway..I want to meet you..I want to share so much with you..but right now it just seems so impossible...
I feel so lousy at this hour...I still haven't finished writing the letter which was meant for you...yep,lousy....you know,this has never happened to me before...I tend to finish a mail so quickly..but even that much of talent is ebbing away from me,lousy me.I keep thinking about the day when we'll finally meet and hitchhike to so many places..I feel so sad right now.
oh and the pics of yours were simply amazing..you look so beautiful:-)
I just hope to get a letter from you now..maybe around april..,maybe then I'll be able to complete the mail...weird life,weird me.
How are you?hope you are in bliss.
As for me,I feel already nice as I finish this email:-)
Take care,
All my love,
MADhu.

I was once popular as Mental about Daniel..I am still mental but not about that person.
I am Mental And Demented.